Thoughts and Feelings

I'm so excited. I think of it every moment of every day. I'm also scared. And nervous. Not about actually having the baby and trying to raise him/her. But the pregnancy. I am scared to death that I'm going to miscarry. We've had so many problems in the past, what's one more? I hope I don't worry myself to the point it causes me to have one. I'm so excited to be a soon-to-be mommy, though. I can't wait.

I'm already getting antsy and have created a registry on Walmart's web site. Haha! I just like looking at all the stuff and picking everything out. I can't wait to start decorating the baby's room. I still can't figure out what color to paint it. Hmm....

I don't have any "symptoms" right now. My boobs were hurting from the injection I gave myself to ovulate so they were already hurting from that. They barely hurt anymore. So that's not pregnancy related. I don't get sick. I don't get nauseous. The one thing I have noticed, even before we found out I was pregnant, was that I sleep and am tired a lot. Gotta catch my zzzzzz's. That's about the only thing. I do feel crampy every once in a great, great while. But I read in articles that that's normal becuase my uterus is expanding. So I'm not too worried about that.

But yeah, Paul, my lil raisin, and I are doing good so far. We're excited to finally be a family. We'll see what the next few months brings.